whee!1 all the counting down lands on this day! the 28th of dec. my birthdayyy!! whee. haha. im no longer a 13 year olddd.. no longer a 13!! haha. went shoping and stuff. got a new bag and a new pari of shoes, new blouse, and a great branch! super nice steak at holland there. haha. hmm. went to escape yesterday with noelle, diane, charis, and sharon. super fun, and went to arcade too. ahhaha. enjoyed myself screaming at the ppl cz the place was super packed. hahah. oh wells. super fun. had so much fun this whole week. XDXD haha. so funn. i love my new bag. love it. although i kinda dun like my new shoes, but, oh wells, its school shoesss... oh wells. enjoyed my bday so much! XD thanks guys
for everything

heyy. super bored. haha. lksldnvlsvlbflkbsdflkndsfvn. i feel so....... weird. bleagh. nothing to blog aboout, but i have to move my fingers. nothing to say, but i just feel the urge to. oh man. please lor. lkfkkfkndknlds. i feel so out of place suddenly. i realised why being a dec kid is such a bad thing. hmm.. cz its like.. the mind, subconsiously believes that im 13 cz the brain is only out of the body like.. for less than 14 years, when in reality, im 14. so, its kinda imbalanced? haha. but.. i dunno la.. i dun feel it that way. so super weird. no wonder i can socialise with both levels. sec1s and 2s. haha. so cool. eeh. im only 4 days away to being the same age as youuu.. lol.. hahha. stupid. oh wells. fact of the day. ohh! 6 days left to my birthday!! 6 days!
hmm. dun even know if i can go church tmr.
haha. i never knew being falt footed was such a bad thing. sheesh. need to spend like wad.. 400 bucks to get it better. only BETTER. not to "recover" at all. sigh. should have done this earlier. then perhaps it wont be that bad. haha. but then again, its not obvious i walk like a flat footed person rite?? i hope not.. at least i dun think it looks like that... hmm.. maybe it cz i wear sports shoes all the time.. like in school too.. so its kinda not obvious. haha.

im counting down to my birthday!! in.... 1 week! whee! i dunno why im so excited la. not like anything is up. but... i enjoy counting down to stuff.. lol.. its 1 week... 1 week.. XDXD whee. hahaha. i started counting down like.. 11 days before my birthday.. when i realised my bday was so near.. lol.. i dun like the blogskin.. its so.... small. i need to scroll quite some bits to get to where i want...

sometimes holidays arent that good. you slow your life down and relax. when relaxation takes place, memories flow back like anything and some memories arent worth remembering. how i wish school just started next week, and life just springs back to action. my life has been so slack, im so afraid i might lose track of everything when i go back to school. yeah.. ppl will say that i'll just get used to it after awhile. its just that, im so used to living almost solitarily with my family, that when i go back to school, i dunno wad will happen la.. sigh.

anyways. im kinda waiting for the weekend to come so that i can go out and then go to church.. for teens. like.. its gonna be the last time i attend teens fellowship for the year right.. the last week got ying xing hui.. so its kinda not counted as a teens fellowship. i think? haha. dunno la.. not used to waking up at 8 plus just to go to church next next sat.. super early!! i think im the only one protesting... ITS SUPER EARLYYY!! hahhahahahhhaha.

my sis is mad

boo!! hols are NO FUN. ok. super boring. and i think my message is going to shoot this month. i have no message ounter la. i but i thinkif i have, it would be like wad... 700 hundred by now? lol.. everybody's overseas!!! its un fun. charis fan! when's our sec1s reunion. faster come back then we discuss! nownownow! lol.. anyways. went for church today, and we all got involved in this gathering. wow. so fun. duan's complainigng to me la.. so for those ppl like you, pls help her out. speaking about "you", "you" ran pass me today like you saw a ghost or something. how nice of you. and yongle like.. mouthing vulgarities at you .. then he turns around and saw me.. and suddenly shut up. sigh. he sucks can. sigh. oh wells. i should go now. i shall suffer from tmr onwards... sigh. oh wells. i should go now.. bye!

my sis is super annoying. crazy one. lol.
why oh why oh why
lol.. went vivo today with grace today, met my sis. lol. she's so weird. W.E.I.R.D.
" HAVE A SUPER HAPPY FUN TIME CHRISTMAS"lol. wad to buy for her..... sigh. i need to publicise this blog. its so sad. X(
lol.. oh wells. you like this blogskin? i like it.. although it so small.... lol. XD

i dont like staying at home
but im super tired nowadays. somehow. i havent even finished unpacking.. lol.. hmm.. life's tiring. ive been super tired ever since i came back from camp. sigh. howhowhow. i going on shopping spree with grace at vivo. XDXD shopping AGAIN. i need to get ppl christamas pressies. heh. im an evil pig. i sleep and eat and do evil stuff. lol.. hmm. o should go sleep now. omg.. its only 1045! im not suppose to be tired. sigh. wad can i do... im .... tired. sigh. oh wells. i should go unpack somemore and go to sleep XD

hey! just came back from camp!! whee! i love singapore! i love my bed! i love the toilets here!! lol.. talking rubbish. heehee. hmm.
met alot of friends there. like.. alot. they're so friendly! and i get polluted during the camp too! by angeline wong!haha. she's super funny. and she reminds me of the trainers in innotrek. heh. i miss sec2 adventure camp. lol.. slept in tents. had stupid irritating tentmates, but overall, it was fun and.. yeah. fun! heehee. loved it. oh wells. i only have 4 hours of sleep last night. i should go and sleep until like.. noon or something tomorrow.
now i have the malaysian slang!!! oh no! its like.. all the lei and the hor. hahah!! super funny!! XD haha. oh wells. i should go now. i leanred malay!!

whee. changed my blogskin. although its still all black, no more butterflies! ( i know some ppl find the flying butterflies annoying. heehee. oh wells. this blogskin is like.. classic. =)

this post is gonna be super short.
hmm. im bored. haha. i guess the hols is a time to be bored. heehee.
i wanna go shopping. i dun want to go for camp! sheeesh. so irritating. pivoibgfrbg. i need to relax. i need to go out. i need to take a break. and go for camp. but camp= packing= ma fan! wadmore. its in malaysia. i still need to do some convincing. sheesh. im lazy. hahaa. 0h wells. this blog is stagnant.
i told u this post is short. i'll come back and edit it later. XD

i hate it i hate it i hate it!!!
i hate the feeling.
i hate the thoughts.
i hate the way i think of it.
i hate how i can just lose myself like this.
mann.. this post is gonna be emo and short.
ive been thinking the whole day. looking at the beach and stuff. and i realise, how much i have bottled in me.
i look and feel so happy, but i actually have so many things in my head. i just throw them aside, and enjoy life.
but.. when i think back on all the stuff, i really just let them go, dont dwell on them too much, and leave them to God. somethings, i just cant do that. i think until i cant stand it. sheesh.
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hate it.
i cant deny that i wasnt hurt. i cant deny that the moment i heard it i was disappointed at you. cant deny. but im trying just not to admit it right into your face.

just returned from camp yesterday. and i can say, it was an experience. whee.
ahhaha. it was fun! and the place was like.. wow. so cool.
although i didnt bother to go around exploring and stuff, but.. yea.. it was fun.
although they say, the camp was abit tiring and tedious, it was kinda ok la. so-so.
the sermons were aspiring. and i shall TRY to do someting other than having it to be aspiring. haha. learned so much. XD haha. oh wells. it was........ cool. the games were fun(: i was quite suprised our group can win all through the 3 days.. our group dun even seem bonded or anything. quite amzing. haha.
they say that camps reveals ppl's true colours. then from wad i see during camps,
these ppl are really true. (other than some ppl)
like.. i really dun see the diff between them normally and during the camp.
thats great (: i came to know of that fact after camp so.. i wasnt observing anyone. XD
hahaha
it was my aunt's bday during camp la.. i felt so much, to just buy a cake, bring there,
and give it to her. its like.. the night b4 her bday, we were suddenly toking about them the family (for a very short while) made me miss them so much la.. skfdsugv. oh wells.
i shant blog about how i felt after coming to know of SOME SPECIFIC STUFF.
all i can say is, sorry to the person i framed(im really really sorryyyyyyy), and thanks to the person who told me about it.. although i asked him,and lastly,
scream at the person who have made this whole lot of mess.
AND NOW, HE WANTS TO PERSONALLY TOK. I THINK, IF I PERSONALLY TOK TO HIM, I;LL END UP SCREAMING AT HIM FOR EVERTHING. SHEESH.
went shoping today in malaysia after camp. bought so many new stuff!!
whee. ahahha. i bought 2 skirts, 1 turqious dress, 1 or 2 t-shirts, and ALMOST bought a cap.
so nice oookkk!!!!! it was kinda cheap for a nike cap.. but i got dragged away!!!
i was THiiiisssss close to getting it. oh mannn.. haha. oh wells. this post is super long.
caro's going london tmr. good luck girl!